Wednesday, December 31; 12/31/2008 04:37:00 PM
walao!
some boss ar
really give half day give until very 不甘愿的leh...
like mine
want to gif half day still muz ask everyone got outstanding matters or not
gif half day liao still find things to call pple into his office
wth la!
some things ar purposely put there for him to check b4 we go off hoping tt he will check another time..
he juz had to check the thing b4 we go off...
n gif all sorts of funny suggestions which had nv been done for previous cases b4 for the same standard thing
give half day until very 不潇洒leh
if u din intend to let us haf half day tell us la..
den at least we can go eat lunch first la
u say gt half day
but keep us back till 2 3 pm
we do work till we were dying of hunger...
haix
or u can tell us we gt half day earlier and tt we shud clear all outstandng matters b4 gg off la
at least we can plan our work to finish the urgent ones first la
u ask us 1 2 hrs b4 whether we gt any outstanding work or not
lucky is we all alw clear urgent work first lor
otherwise we really no need to go off le
ok la tt said..
at least we still haf half day or 3/4 day or early dismissal
whatever la
bah!
ok la enuff of all tt...
today's new year eve
so a new year heralds!
muz go into a new year wif a positive (aura?)
haha
later supposed to meet the gers for countdown
but i'm alr at home...
hope i won't be too lazy to go out later
haha
i alr feel like sleeping
hahaha
两个傻女人
在想着可能已经忘了她们的男人
哎。。。真是傻啊!
Friday, December 26; 12/26/2008 03:45:00 PM
this post is specially written for
you...
initially i felt a lot of uncetainties about this relationship although i never shared them with you...
but i don't know when was it that you slowly creeped into my heart with your many little gestures, your thoughtfulness, your words that touched me....
but now as things turn out we are not meant to be i guess...
the night when you told me...
i guess a part of me already realised that long ago, the differences between us, the uncertainties of the future were obstacles for us..
just that i tried so hard to deny them, wanting to believe that things will turn out ok, that the future will work out for itself...
i don't know what was it that made you decide so quickly...
was it what i wrote in the card that i gave you?
was it because you didn't want to see me cry over our uncertain future anymore?
how i regret looking you up at your place that night...
how i regret giving you that card...
i wonder if things would have turned out differently if i didn't go over and didn't give you that card..
the night when you told me that we should remain friends..
i ached for you coz you looked so tired...
i ached for you coz you tried so hard to comfort me, to cheer me up even though you were upset as well...
sometimes i wish that you would just come tell me
"what the heck! the future would work out by itself! let's be together again..."
but i know you wouldn't do that
the gentleman in you, the responsible you, the considerate you, the morally upright you and all the traits that i love about you will stop you from doing it...
now i only wish for you to be happy in whatever you do, wherever you are...
i don't know if you've missed me as much as i've did...cried as much as i did...
but i want to tell you that i have no regrets for you have let me know what it feels like to be loved, to be pampered and to be taken care of...
i will be strong and bravely move on with my life like you wanted me to...
i've been by myself for the past 21 1/2 yrs of my life...
i guess this half a year was just an interlude in my life...
i will pick up from where i left off before and move on...
i don't think i can bear to wear the xmas gift that you gave me...
but you will always occupy a special place in my heart...
Monday, December 15; 12/15/2008 12:44:00 AM
who are the pple who noe u well?
pple who can tell tt u r upset abt sth even tho u r luffing and they havent seen u in ages
pple who notice tt u r upset even when they r concentrating on doing sth else
i love u pple...
Saturday, December 13; 12/13/2008 12:44:00 PM
exams are over for the students...
so goood...
can go shopping
slp in everyday
can slack n nua
i also want!!
u all muz treasure k?
next time no such chance le
nowadays if u ask me to go out after work
i'll be struggling to stay awake like towards the end of the evening
so tired...
haha
n i dunno to say it's a good thing or bad thing
my body clock has been adjusted such tt i dun really slp in late anymore
ard 9 or 10 i'll wake up
well 10 used to be considered early for me k!
i used to slp till 11 12 or whatever time tt the sun shines into the room so brightly tt i bobian muz wake up de
anw boss is back frm his holidays
so mon sure kena frm him..
sianz
no more of the relaxed atmosphere
no more jokes n laughter in the office
haix
so muz rest more this weekend to prepare for battle
hahahahaha
anw bought a pair of sports shoes last sat
to wear to the let's take a walk thingy
n i meant to do some exercise today to season tt pair of shoes
but i was too lazy
haha
so tmr ba..
den last sat also went to suntec
coz they had the fossil watch sale
up to 80% off brands like burberry, gorgio armani, etc etc leh!
so the q outside the exhibition hall was like freaking loooooong...
there muz have been hundreds of pple in the line la!
EXCLUDING the ple in the exhibition hall
haha
so ended up we decided not to q for it...
the thing is u dun even noe u'll get to go in n see or not
worse still by the time u go in all the good deals r gone...
haha
den on sun went ktv-ing wif the gers
at the 10 dollar ktv in chinatown
damn shiok la
we sang from 2-7 n each of us only paid 10 bucks
n we were even allowed to bring our own food in...
but cant bring our own drinks la
but it's ok la
for 10bucks we got free flow of drinks
n a complimentary "sharksfin" soup
haha
wad do u get when u haf 7 gers all gathered together?
a marketplace!
hahaha
den after tt we went to the chinatown market to eat dinner
our attempt to find some food to fill our stomachs was fraught with difficulties
it was so hilarious
after dinner lamu n i went to find mh to pass her v belated bdae present to her
n also to see hw is she doing
she has been incommunicado for months!
haha
anw it was good to be able to tok to her
n ger jiayou!!
everything will pass...
things will get better...
most of all alw rmbr we r alw here for each other
n we r juz a tinkle away or in the case of lamu a shout away
haha
trials will make u stronger
n there are alw lessons to learn frm every bad/unpleasant experience
tt's wad i believe in
n wad keeps me sane in times of craziness
of course a healthy dose of optimsim helps
haha
focus on the lessons
u haf the power to change sth negative to sth positive juz by changing ur perspective of looking at things
every phase in ur life
u wan to be able to look back at it later on n be able to say
i did my best at tt time
i have no regrets...
u can choose to let these trials bring u down
or u can choose to emerge stronger n wiser frm these trials
i think the best thing tt an ij education gave me was not from the textbooks
it's the mindset and the values tt we took away
Care and Concern
Humility
Integrity
Justice
i still rmbr back in sec 4
michelle i dunno if u rmbr
there was a ger who was stealing money in the class
including money in the class fund
u noe ar last time our class fund got a lot of money de leh...
so when she was found out she was suspended frm sch
n she could only come to sch for her o levels
she was also disallowed frm attending grad night
but it was those pple whom she stole frm who were also the pple appealing for her to allow her to come back to sch and also to attend grad nite
i suppose this would appear to be amazing by some...
like wad! she stole ur money but u still helped her...
but it was compassion for tt ger tt made them do it ba..
they understood why she did it
they understood her family background...
i guess this is wad differentiates an ij ger...
n ya we do like to leave our wallets lying ard...
but generally it's ok de
i can leave my wallet on the canteen table n come back to find it still there wif all the money intact
not like in aj
put the hp in my skirt outside the PE dept's office still can get stolen
together wif my skirt
pengz
n the cctv cameras were totally useless can
coz it wasn't even on...
oh dear how did i get to this topic
got sidetracked along the way...
haha
okiez i got nth much to blog abt
still waiting for the pet shop pple to deliver the cat food
think my cats r like starving alr
stupid leh
they alw dun keep to the timing they give de
n they also dun haf the courtesy to call to say tt the timing is changed
den they expect u to wait for them at home the whole day meh
den later in the evening will be meeting maureen to go some concert...
supposed to be gg for a bbq for the tuition ctr
but i got sore throat
so dun think i'll go ba
i still want my throat be well enuff to enjoy the xmas goodies..
haha
Friday, December 5; 12/05/2008 05:19:00 PM
wahahaha
everybody's in a holiday mood...
it helps tt boss n his wife are both away...
till next week at that...
haha
so office is closed for today altho everyone reported to work...
okiez..i've been mia for 2 week? 3 weeks?
i lost track la...
anyway
my hse com kena virus
n was busy at the office for the past 2 weeks
damn shag after tt to blog...
ya i'm using my office com now...
aniwaez to update everyone
juz the interesting bits of wad happened of coz..
went to the peranakan museum on 22 nov..
ya there's a perankan museum in sg
near smu
coz there was an event there organised by hungry go where or sth like tt in conjunction wif the national heritage board...
so they had famous hawker stalls there n a flea market and a museum tour by mark lee
this event was done to raise funds for the andrew and grace home
how did i noe abt it?
coz maureen was one of the online bloggers (if u huh? at this pt thinking wad's so special abt her blog..it means tt u've never clicked on the link j'aime la nourriture in my affliates page b4 coz she's the blog owner haha) invited there by the rather handsome owner (erhemz maureen go for it!) of the hungry go where blog community...
wellz
the day was like scorching hot
so no mood to look at the flea market...
dear n i escaped into the comfort of the air conditioned museum
it was rather interesting
the museum was actually the old compunds of the tao nan sch
i didn't know tt
well i also dunno where is it now...
hahahaha
first we went ard by ourselves
den we thot that the explanatory wasn't good enuff for our curious minds
seriously they can do better wif the explanatory..
walking 1 round around the musuem doens;t gain u much insight into the peranakan culture except tt the stuff tt they used were really pretty...
the museum guided tour was slightly better..
more informative
but the guide...
haix
really nt very knowledgeable
ask her sth
she'll reply "I don't know man!"
-_-"
oh we din join the mark lee tour coz 1. it was fully booked n 2. we thot the museum guide would be more informative
but turns out it was abt the same wif mark lee being more entertaining..
haha
if u r catching the show the little nonya on tv right now...
tt is so much more informative la
hahahaha
anw my cam's batt was cui on tt day so i din take a single pix..
bahz..
den on 30 Nov went to watch first light with maureen
it's a production by toystory....
it features a solid cast like neo swee lin (the ah ma in pck pte ltd), lim kay siu (sounds familiar n rmbr seeing him somewhere juz cant rmbr where), n some other rather established cast but most of us who dun watch theatre productions won't really know ba..
the story is abt 7 people who have passed away and are living between existences...
so in order to move on, they would have to remember a significant moment in their lives...
the story that touched me the most was the one about a taxi driver and his wife who had dementia...
his devotion to his wife even tho his wife couldnt recognise him even after death when they meet in their afterlife was really touching...
btw maureen the story wif the husband cheating on his wife tt one is the boss of a cosmetic company not the teacher...dots...
haha
the production was nt bad altho the props were minimal
their budget probably went to the rental n the light n dry ice..
hahaha
i like tt the stage was so close to the audience...
altho it was slow moving at some points..
i dunno if it's coz it's a new technique used in the theatre production or sth...
den i dunno hw to appreciate...haha
anw this play is qt thot provoking in tt if you could read your own orbituary what would you want to see?
and what would be the most significant moment in your life that you would want to recall before you die or after you die (if u believe in the afterlife)?
this is a thought provoking theatre production interspersed with lots of humourous and witty dialogue tt keeps us engaged in the production.
n oh! i juz adopted a new cat
she's called sushi (my mum came up wif tt so dun say i lame ar...haha)
she's really skinny but we are slowly fattening her up judging by how much she eats
she really cute and hyperactive..
haha
i cant upload pix coz i din bring the card reader to the office and i dun wanna plug any external stuff into my comp coz i dun wan them to kena virus..
hahaha
aniwaes it's 6pm n i'm gg home alr..
tt's all for now..