random fotos...

me n eileen b4 our haicut

after the haircut
egg omelette on bread..interesting hor..thot up by my 9 yr old cousin
the proud chef..ok shy chef coz he wasn't wearing any shirt..haha
so cute lor..he gave me 20 water babies for my bdae..i have no idea wad these ar..but very interesting..apparently they will "reproduce".. but they r technically not living things..dunn wad r they leh..heheh

anw so exciting bought lots n lots n lots of eye mask n face mask on a spree..juz waiting it to cum now..coz finally made time n remembered to pay..so exciting..nv buty anithing frm spree b4..hehe

my horoscope reading frm facebook for 30/10/07: Faltering morale; as a compensation, you'll be inclined to fling yourself on food, which will be much more copious than usual; how could you then avoid becoming overweight? A few obstacles to your professional activities. Don't dissimulate your sentiments any longer.Think of renewing ties with those members of your larger family whom you've not seen since a long time.

how true..i juz had dinner wif my aunties..w/o the knowledge of my mum of coz..

will u all juz get the hint..
sianz..
keep putting me in a tight spot..
i'm not a kid anymore liao wad..
so of coz there'll be some things tt i will not be truthful abt la..
but agar agar u all shud juz get the hint wad...
faintx
adults ar.....
haix
oh yes..i do rmbr tt i'm an adult now...
haix
sianz
i do hate lying to pple...

sianzsianzsianzsianzsianzsianzsianzsianzsianzsianzsianzsianzsianzsianzsianzsianzsianzsianzsianzsianz
wad a way to end my 21st bdae...
cant spend it in peace
everytime i think i'm safe
everytime i think i'm free..
i'll see a msg from a dreaded person or persons..
coz it means i haf to lie as to why i can't make it..
or i got to make up some excuses..
i noe wad is the source of all this
but since there's nth i can do abt all this...
i can only blame the problem...
this is like wad we learn in mind over stress
since there's nth i can do to change anything
might as well juz accept it
o/w really create a lot of stress for myself...

haix bloggr got sth wrong..
dun let me upload all the fotos..
took me so long to upload all these fotos



anw sat was my bdae celebration...
thx everyone for coming!
n thx for all ur pressies!

sat started with an ethics seminar in sch
sianz
was complaining all the way..
n somemore it was a nice rainy sat morning..
can sleep in somemore..
worse still they postponed it by 1 hr..
so took up the whole sat afternoon...
walao..
den the ethics quiz wasn't easy wor..
got chances of failing..
can u imagine?
dapao-ing ethics
faintx
i got no ethics...

den after the seminar rushed down to amk to collect bdae cake
hehe
cake in the shape of a LV bag..
special rite?
but i dun really like LV la..
haha
den cabbed home to prepare for the bdae party..
hehe n the cake was really qt fragile..
a few bumps on the road caused the buckle on the cake to come off

act was pretty nervous abt the whole thing..
was scared tt there won't be enuff food..
scared that it will be too boring..
scared that people won't turn up
scared of a lot of things la..
tt's y i was very sian the whole day in sch..
but end up it wasn't too bad..
i hope..
at least the part abt having nt enuff food din come thru..
got a lot A LOT of food left..
i predict i'll be having fried bee hoon the whole week...
haha


purple roses!!
so pretty!!
it was act meant to be from an "anonymous person"
but ended up geri's name was on the receipt..
wahahaha
anw i still luv it!!
n the bear too...

me n the flowers n the bear..der...haha..r u sure the dress dun haf the potential to become a nerdy dress??haha

me n huang ling n siti wif their present..thank you! pity felicia wasn't feeling too well so she couldn't make it...
my cl pple..spend 1 evening wif them n u'll really luff until ur face muscles cramp..hahahaha n this is the 2nd time they came to my hse n they got lost...hahahaha
denise n me...yr 1 tutorial mates to YFC grp mates..yea..

poor ek has been strangled..haha ger power!!haha sorry din spend much time wif u all.. but still muz thank u all for the thought put into the present...the flowers n bear n wallet n card! =P

aj clique minus brian...next time all our fotos muz superimpose him in liao..diaoz..haha anw jy thx for rushing down...maureen thx for being the unofficial photographer...michelle thx for juz being here =D

YFC team..we very li hai leh..4 gers can organise the event..pls dun ask us wad roles we played in the event..basically is bao ka liao..haha

my LV bde cake..eh i kinda smashed it a little..coz it was placed wif my sushi platter so the platter kinda hit it..heh it's called citrus drop...eh act i think the handicraft wasn't too good..probably coz they were rushing to make too many cakes...if i had known i would haf ordered the normal cakes..at least they look qt pretty..n at no additonal cost..it din taste very good the first time i ate it..but i ate it again today it tasted much better..i think the other flavours taste much better..

thank you everyone for the present!! i really like them!

hehe forgot to include the clutch from felicia so here it is...thank you..cute bear!he's called salt n he has a belly button..hehe

thank you all of you for making my 21st bdae memorable..i havent celebrated my bdae at home in many many many yrs..maybe ever since after i was 1 yr old?? i dunno coz i only have pix of my bdae when i was 1 yr old..haha

ooh i'm gg to pon lec today...dun wan to go for mind over stress..sianz..gers i'm sure u'll tell me wad she said during class de hor?? hehehe

i wanna stay 21 forever...forever 21...hehe

pretty bdae cakes...
wah..

bdae card...wooo..nice? not i do one..haha
SURPRISE!!
awww..so sweet..

oops forgot to rotate it..anw the very excited eileen walked out of the frame as i was gg to take her pic

n the very excited eileen walked across as i was gg to take this pic

finally..group foto!! we look like we r on a camp..

haha

we run after the balloon man..

yay we complement each other's colours...jy ur rainbow dun haf green..so i wear green and blue..heh

so we all juz nice!

haha

shit facebook is addictive..
u juz wan to play n play n nv get out...
wahaha
i will control myself..

anw the supreme court field trip was loads of fun
if not for the sweltering weather it would haf been better
basically we had a tok by the SMC executive director who also happens to be prof valerie's classmate
it was interesting..wif a some funny anecdotes..
anw if u r professional mediator u can earn loads of money..
someone ever charged $900 an hr to mediate..
oh my!
n all u do is to sit there n mediate between the people
granted tt in itself can be challenging sometimes..
i think i saw my co law tutor in the video shown which means he is a mediator too..
asktoh is so on sia
n anyone can be a mediator...
but u need to pay $1000+ to go thru the accrediatation course first before being certified as a associate mediator..
and u still gt chance of failing...
haha
but dun expect to earn $900/hr
coz tt's the commercial rate
n the SMC doesn't charge commercial rates
coz it's a not-for-profit organisation
den in the afternoon, we had a tour of the supremem court
ok i admit i still think the new supreme court building still looks like a UFO
it's not as grand as the old supreme court building
but the inside is damn nice...
we went into the technology court
the viewing gallery
n the court of appeal
there was even a hearing going on...
tt's like very rare coz the court of appeal sits only twice a mth...
so we go a chance to see how the appeal court works
there r 3 judges
the chief justice n 2 appeal court judges
one of whom happens to be prof valerie's prof in law sch
tok abt a small world
haha
but the case being heard was a bit beyond me..
anw the chief justice looks so grandfatherly..
heh
anw the high court does not look anything like wad tv shows potray courtrooms to be like...
it's much better...
super modern...
n the very interesting thing is tt there are two circulation routes for the supreme court staff n the other pple..
this is to ensure the security of the judges n staff of the supreme court..
u noe in case gt criminal wan to kill the judges..
so fascinating rite?
like got hidden passageway like tt..
haha
apparently the singapore judiciary system is very efficient
coz it juz takes half a yr to 9 mths for a case to be heard whereas in some countries it may take yrs or even generations for the case to be heard..
but previously it was not like this...
there was also a lot of backlog..
but the previous chief justice revamped the judiciary system in the 90s
tt's y we haf wad we haf now
cool!
oh ya..
btw lawyer n judges dun wear the wig in court anymore
they abolished it..
den 1 interesting observation made by others was tt lawyers always wear black n white
n wadx more the white shirt is the plain white shirt wif no designs n patterns on it..
haha
n my fren was positively going gaga abt the numerous suave n charming n handsome lawyers going in n out of the supreme court...
i think i must have been blind tt day..i din see any..
haha

i wanna watch lust caution!
reviews abt the show haf been generally positive
but
they say the uncut version is better
n the papers say tt act the distributor could haf submitted the uncut version n it would haf passed thru the censorship board wif a R21 rating...
shit tt means i wun be able to watch
anw now it's only nc16
walao frm r21 cut until become nc16

was watching the let's shoot juz now...
den the issue they were talking abt was whether youngsters nowadays noe how to handle their finances or sth like tt...
den there were some guest 'debaters'/ 'speakers' dunno wad are they called la..
anw some mentioned that when they first got their atm card they found it so fascinating
coz all they haf to do is to go to the atm machine and the money coming out seems to be neverending..
but after tt they were shocked when they realised tt they had spent so much
n they had no idea where their money went
personally understand how they felt at tt time
when i first got my atm card i din dare to use it la
coz my mum monitors my account very closely..
but later on when i gained sufficient trust frm my mum
n was sort of allowed to use the card..
i found it fascinating too..
n unlike them i haf a mother who qned my withdrawal frm the acc
so i had to hav a very good memory so tt i can acc to her..
wahaha
but in recent yrs esp since i haf my campus acc..
i really haf no idea where my money went..
coz i din haf to acc to anyone
food perhaps..
haha

anw tt wasn't wad i wanted to say
i was thinking
wad we learnt in econs is so true
when a low income family experiences an increase in their income
their expenditure is likely to increase by more than proportionate...
the same goes for students
as a primary sch student
i only had $2 everyday as my pocket money
n amazingly i could still save some money..
but after getting into sec sch..
there was big jump in my allowance
i still remember the feeling when i first got a $50 in my wallet
i thot it was so much..
but when tt $50 was handed up for some sch thingy mrs chiam looked so at ease wif it..
den i realised tt $50 to the adults is nth much afterall..
wahaha
anw i had no idea wad to do with the sudden increase
so i spent
n till now i still dunno wad i spent on back then
wad can a sec 1 ger spend on tt will req $50 a week?
n i dun shop dun spend..
i only eat..
hmm i dunno..
wahaha
den subsequently my allowance stayed stagnant for the next 6 yrs
it even experienced a decline..
den i learned to save...
but after a while..
i realised tt maybe 200/mth is not a lot afterall..
i had to scrimp n save again...
ok maybe i dun scrimp..
but it became a tight budget
until all the way in uni
i dun get an allowance
but my tuition pay was still ard the range of 200..
den now there's slight increase
n my spending has increased drastically..
every month i dunno where my money go..
i think tt's like bad..
coz i haf experienced dry mths when i was totally regretting my lack of savings
but somehow i still dun learn my lessons
i still spend..
so this person on the show suggested to set aside percentage of wad u haf every mth to pay urself
n u pay urself by putting that amt in a bank acc
n make sure u dun touch it..
haha
i think it's a good idea..
setting aside a certain amt first b4 consuming instead of consuming first den saving
coz definitely there'll be nth left for u to save...
haha
trust me..
i tried..
haha
i muz haf a goal to work towards to..den maybe i'll be motivated to save..
but the problem wif me is tt if i can't afford it..
den i might as well do without it..
i muz really think of sth tt will motivate me to save..
hmm~~
hmm~~

also i believe the increasingly cashless society is making it easier for us to spend
in terms of convenience
n also when u use a card, u dun see the money gg out, so u dun feel the pinch..
at least it's like tt for me..
muz be like sp
spend only cash she has...
come to think of it..
i like nv see her use her card b4..
it's always me n lamu q-ing to withdraw money..
haha

target: 6 mths worth of spending as savings (by right)
so ms ow dun keep saying spend finish the money den see how...
cannot like tt wor...
wrong 金 錢 的 觀 念 哦
哈 哈
who am i to preach..
let's all work together to save!
it's lonely to be saving alone...
heh

gg to the supreme court field trip later..
unfortunately i think photography not allowed..
anw so fun..
who gets to go on a field trip as part of their lesson
which means i can wake up later coz it's nearer to go city hall den to go sch...
n the starting time is later too
kekeke
ok..shall go slp liao..

nasty words are hard to erase
angry words tend to be nasty words and cannot be erased so easily..
if u r truly apologetic u wouldn't have said wad u did..
u haf been the one causing unrest
pple haf to tread carefully ard u
i'm so sick n tired of it...
i can be just as stubborn as you are..
haf u ever considered tt everything may juz be a misunderstanding
tt u read too much into wad others say n do...
y dun u juz voice it out instead of making life difficult for pple ard u...
u dunno how hurting ur words and actions r to others
but u expect others to not do it to u
there a limit to my tolerance
there's a rebel in me too..
i think n i hope i'm becoming more immune to ur words
it's fine...
i'll be ok...
there'll be a day when i will not look back..
the words that u said just makes it easier..
u lash at others when u r hurt..
but when others lash back at u find it a personal attack..
not fair!
perhaps u really had enough..
perhaps i interefered too much...
it's ur prob..
if u do not actively solve it y shud i care?
y shud i be bothered tt u do not haf the support that u may need later on...
since u r intent on burning all ur bridges
fine!
juz go on..
be my guest
maybe i din try hard enuff
it's really hard applying wad u learnt in negotiation to real life
esp to someone who's not rational
who has her preconceived ideas and refuse to be open to other possibilities
maybe i din try hard enuff
maybe i lost my temper too soon
but i juz hate it when u start making sacarstic remarks
u hated it when i made the same remarks
so wad gifs u the same rights to make those kind of remarks
u also noe how jarring they r to the ears
but u feel that u r right but i am wrong...
i will not be bothered wif ur affairs anymore
u juz dunnoe how to empathise wif others don't you?
i'm totally disappointed...

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