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Friday, July 27; 7/27/2007 11:28:00 PM

hmms almost 1 week has passes since internship ended
supposed to be doing PA report and other stuff
but since it felt like ages since i last blog..
i thot to cum n blog
prob not la..
seeing how 'often' the others blog i think i'm considered to be a frequent blogger liao
wahahaha

the week passed in a flash
wad did i do
gave tuition, meeting, went chalet, gave more tuition, was driven nuts by my tuition kids, read books, entered the wrong pin for my bro's atm card which got his card blocked, sent emails, went for ARS and endnote workshops
do u realise that there's no mention of my PA report?
darn
i'm still stuck at where i started the other day
which is at my abstract
haha
hmm went for ARS workshop on tues
not bad
gave me more ideas of wad we can do abt FYP
den after tt went for endnote workshop on thurs
was still suffering the aftereffects of the lack of sleep on tues nite
so was groggy
but learned qt a bit of interesting stuff
den i realised sth interesting
the librarians haf master degree
wah..be lib also need masters de wor..
haha

chalet was fun
me n lamu reached at abt 12 midnt so we missed the fun in the earlier part of the evening
but nevertheless
it was interesting to sit there watch bern n ek count money while we were watching some super old show on tv while marvelling at hw much the actors and actresses haf changed
or rather haf not changed for the case of edmund chen
den tok rubbish
we havent had this kind of girls nite out for ages
pity hz couldn't go, prob coz she got to work next day, n sp had to take care of her bro,oh ya hw cum mh nv go ar?

my tuition kids went to try the coke wif mentos thingy
dunnoe why it din work for them
i remember it worked qt well for us last time
hmmm..

i dunno if i shud look forward to the sch reopening
at least i'm taking the modules tt i've been wanting to take since last sem
it was convocation week
while i was in sch
saw so many pple
i'll be like them in a yr's time
hopefully
it'll be another bout of uncertainty
uncertain of wad life holds for us beyond the uni life tt we've grown familiar wif
dun even noe if i'll be able to secure a job b4 graduation
if it's anithing tt learnt frm PA
it's tt to get wad i wan i shud nv be complacent

oh
anw i also shun bian went to collect the professional fotos tt we took
my first reaction was
"wah! yao guai!"
but ok la nt tt bad la
juz tt my face looked rounder
n i think they photoshopped it
coz on tt day my face was in a bad shape
in the foto my face looked like it was glowing
totally wrong lor
haha

Saturday, July 21; 7/21/2007 11:14:00 PM

the last day of PA has come and gone
i was really qt happy tt it was finally ending
not tt the working environment there was bad
juz tt the job scope there was a bit boring
but the pple there r nice...
den i was really surprised when my LS team gave a present
i was juz expecting to leave quietly after leaving some chocolates behind for them
so i was actually very paiseh when they gave me so many things
coz i only gave 1 small piece of chocolate
i was even more surprised when other pple frm other teams got me farewell gifts...
thank you!
felt like i was celebrating my bdae in advance
haha
i actually felt qt bad tt i was happy to leave after receiving all those presents
but of coz my fren's efforts at psycho-ing me to extend din work
siaoz~
haha
but i think i'll miss my fellow intern there
haha
coz we make good laming buddies
n there r a lot of things tt i learnt frm her...
regarding attitude, n the way we treat pple
not forgetting the many treats tt i got frm her thanks to all her frens who visited her
n hw she tried to matchmake me wif her frens
diaoz
haha
not like she'll read this...
but ya...
den after PA still muz write PA report
it's due on 1 Aug
initially i was intending to finish it by 26 Jul coz i'm gg to sch on the 26th
but now like a bit impossible
coz i havent even started yet
hehe
max 2000 words leh..
tt's like 8 pages of double spacing
excluding all the appendix
where got so many things to write?

anw went to watch mr potter last week
the visual effects were really good
really good
but somehow i dun like a harry who's so dark and moody..
not even when i was reading the book
anw i think the book was better coz it was better developed
like the part where sirius died
i thot the buildup of emotions was understated...
like if u read the book u can really feel the sadness
but in the movie, my tears were on the verge of coming out alr..
den there was sudden change of mood
so my tears went back in again
haha
but all in all it's still qt a good show

and yeah!
got my ettusias concealer n l'oreal foundation
time to change my make up..
hehe
after buying the l'oreal foundation den i realised i shud haf bought the 2 way cake
instead of the liquid foundation
coz i dun haf loose powder to set it
faintx
haha

sianz another sem is coming
where did my holz go??
i dun wan!
i wanna a longer break!!

act i lead qt a boring life
so nth much to update abt ba..
no life...
sianz~

Monday, July 9; 7/09/2007 11:27:00 PM

i hate being sandwiched
i hate hate hate being sandwiched
u got sth to say juz say it directly..
u paiseh to say..get other pple to say..
tt's cowardly rite?
it has always been like tt..
damn!
i hate it...
being the middleman...
do i look like the telegraph office?
maybe at times i haf also done this..
made someone else feel sandwiched..
i dunno
if i did
i sincerely apologise
coz i really understand it's not a good feeling..

right frm the start i had a bad feeling abt it...
i'm beginning to regret it more n more..
nvm it's a learning experience
everything in life is a learning experience
juz depends on how expensive the lesson is...

it's like finally gg to end soon...
9 more working days..
so looking forward to tt..
after tt is more stress...
like shit
where did my holidays go??
i juz wan to curl up on my bed wif a nice good book...
i wan to go kbox n sing my heart out
i wan to watch shows until my eyes pop out
i wan to go on a nice comfy safe and hassle free holiday
i wan to go shop till i drop
i juz wan to laze ard until i rot
i juz wan to haf time to myself
i wan to spend time at home
i dun wan to be ard pple
pple r complicated creatures
hard to figure out their minds
trying to figure out their minds is too tiring...
sometimes when u spend time with pple the whole day..
u find tt it's tiring..
u juz wan to haf time to urself to think
to reflect
is this wad i really wan?
where shud i go from here?
wad do i wan?
why am i doing this
how did i get here?
how did i get from a highly motivated individual to someone who dun gif a hoot?
am i doing things correctly?
how could i haf done it better?
the only time i haf to do all this is when i bathe
can u begrudge me for taking such a long time to bathe?
i dun really noe myself anymore...
i haf changed...
for better? for worse?
i dunno..
but i dun think i really like the change
maybe i haven't changed..
it's juz the inner me tt's coming out slowly..
i no longer noe wad am i working for anymore...
i haf lost focus
lost sight of my goals..
i dun even noe wad r my goals anymore..
growing up is such a pain!

Thursday, July 5; 7/05/2007 10:36:00 AM

was tagged by maureen

RULES OF THE GAME:1: Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
2: People who got tagged must write it in their own blog and state this rule clearly.
3: At the end of the game, list down 3 people to be tagged and NO TAGBACKS.

1. i'm a crybaby..i cry when i luff too much..when i watch crying children on tv..when i see pple cry...when i'm sad..when i'm angry..when i'm tired..when i'm stressed..i got an auto-tap..it juz starts whenever it likes..haha if it produces enuff water sg may not haf a water shortage..wahahaha

2. i've always wished to haf an older sibling..i hate being the oldest in the family..stressed~ always supposed to be the example in the family..cant do this can't do tt...but then again, being the oldest has its perks too...but i still dun wan to be the oldest

3. i hate it when pple involve other unrelated pple in their quarrels or fights..

4. ermzz...i'm not attached? ok tt's commonly known..wahaha 10 a lot leh..

5. i stutter when i'm extremely extremely tired...

6. i'm very accident prone.i can walk walk walk n bang into a wall..walk walk walk fall into a drain...walk walk walk trip over sth..the whole world is trying to make me fall man..haha

7. i want to work in a job tt allows me to travel next time...ermz i dun think i can make it for air stewardess..too blind to be one haha

8. i can't imagine myself being a housewife next time...i think my mum very noble..coz she sacrificed her youth to take care of this family..my mum was only 23 when i was born leh..i'm like 21 n i'm not anywhere near where she was last time

9. i like guys who can play the violin..tt's y lee hom is my idol..haha in his latest song he also got play the violin..shuai!

10. i'm a lazy person...

done..took me so long..haiz
haha

the 3 pple r jie ying,bern n eileen

well act not many pple read my blog..wahaha