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Friday, April 27; 4/27/2007 11:33:00 PM

humans are complex creatures
i think sometimes we are too complex
to the point tt we look too deeply into what others are saying
too complex we often put a barricade around ourselves
too complex till we often fail to see the real reason for the outburst
sometimes when someone lashes out at you
their target may not be you
there may be an underlying reason for this frustration caused by someone or sth else
so you may juz be an avenue to let out this frustration
sometimes when people say something
they may not any motive behind it
juz because it happens to be your sore spot doesn't mean tt pple are poking ur sore spot on purpose
tt person may not even be aware that it's ur sore spot
i'm so sick n tired of having to tread very lightly
juz because people think too much
sometimes ur family members who are supposed to be people who noe u the best will be the ones who misunderstand you
i've tried so hard to maintain the image tt i haf in my mind
but it's getting harder and harder
i think some parents who think their kids are very 'jialat' shud be happy with the way their children are...
i think they shud spend a day in the tuition centre
den they might juz change the opinion that they have of their children
it really amazes me how some parents can juz let their children climb all over them...
i received this tuition alert from this agency
the parent hope tt the tutor can teach his/her children english and maths
and in addition hope that the tutor can help to discipline the children and teach the children morals and respect (yes it's children, not daughter not son, CHILDREN)
OMG!!
for juz a measly 200+ per mth haf to act like their mum?
i thot disciplining the children, teacing them morals and respect is a parents' job
since when does it become the responsibility of the tutor?
i think i've got a lot of negative energy accumulated...
somehow it has affected how i intereact wif people
i'm become more wary n cautious of people
ok maybe not so much people of my age
but the older generation...
in the way i interact with them
coz u dunno how ur conversation with them or ur actions can be misinterpreted
when we were younger
we always hope to grow up faster
so that we can understand the adult world faster
but when we grow up
we realise that the adult world is a complicated world
tt we would be better off not understanding
the gossipping, the politiking, the misunderstandings
being around children is a very blessed thing
they are so innocent
they are so real
when they are sad they are sad
when they are angry they are angry
they dun pretend to be happy when they are angry
i haf to admit sometimes i dun like myself very much
i seemed to haf lost myself along the way..
i have changed
and honestly i dun think i like the change in me very much...
if i can
i hope to go somewhere new
where nobody noes me
to start my life anew
to find myself again

Tuesday, April 24; 4/24/2007 06:30:00 PM

received a call frm career services this morning at 10am
saying tt MHA has not cfmed my placement with them
ask me to join phase 3 round 2 today at 1215
sooo last minute
luckily i woke up early today
so i could get to sch in time for phase 3
there were some not bad companies
better than phase 3 round 1
got hsbc, dbs, rhb, thomson financial (which i couldn't get; expected la), and some other companies
got shipping co also
all those tt looked attractive was snapped up very very fast
i think i lost in my speed of keying in the org code n pgm code
wahaha
all the 5 choices tt i had on my list were no go
even IRAS can..
i thot they take a lot of pple de
haha
anw ended up wif JTC
ok la.
better than nth...
it's somewhere in jurong!!!
faintx
far away frm all my tuition places
thomson n hougang

yay thurs last paper!!!
but after tt got tuition
boo!
anyone wans to go for prata at upper thomson??
hehe
i was calculating hw much i'll earn this mth frm tuition
n i agree wif maureen
it's good money..

Monday, April 23; 4/23/2007 12:32:00 PM

i've been a good girl over the weekend
didn't cum online..
hehe
after the ymca 'presentation' i went for tuition
after tuition i was qt tired
so i slept the rest of my sat afternoon away..
o0ps!
maureen ow
u n ur big mouth la
say rayven got ways of making me take more classes la
now he really gif me another class leh
somemore is twice a week de..
n is 2 problem students
faintx
so i got tuition on mon,thurs,fri n sat
siao liao!
wahaha
anw 1 thing good abt the exam period is tt i get to recoup my sleep
tt's y i'm usu the least stress during the exam period
sleep work wonders man..
haha
anw co law paper is tmr..
n the reason i on my comp was to do a summary
but hee
i ended up blogging..
sec 216, 218, 210, table A
judicial manager, liquidator, receiver
tt's all tt i rmbr..

Friday, April 13; 4/13/2007 10:47:00 PM

shoots
exams are coming
n i'm not making any headway in studying
yesterday met up to celebrate jb's belated bdae
ok it's really belated...
n as usual she was early we were late
wahaha
anw had lotsa fun yest..
so i thot to myself i muz work hard after yest..
den today went for tuition..
so only managed to read thru 1 set of lec notes
tt's pathetic!
so sh*t lor..
come n increase the no of classes juz b4 my exams
i was perfectly happy wif juz having 1 class
n i luv auntie florence for combining my sat class n sun class..
so i only haf to go tmr instead of tmr n sun..
whee!!
anw the students wif similar standards shud be grped into 1 class
save my saliva
instead of me repeating elements n cpd like 3 times
or classification of plants n animals 3 times
they shud juz sent me for the exam
i score full marks for them
coz teach until can memorise wad's in the chpt alr..
btw do u all noe wad harmful drug is legal in sg?
a) antibiotics
b) vaccine
c) alcohol
d) ganja
juz tag me ur ans k?
hehe

Wednesday, April 11; 4/11/2007 12:07:00 AM

ignore my previous post
it was disappointment speaking..
anw the email is one hell of a lousy negative msg

Dear second year students,
You have cleared the Barclays Ops internship online tests successfully.

However, Barclays has just informed us that they will not be inviting you for the assesment centre which is re-scheduled for 5 May. Their reason is that they do not want you to run the risk of not having any internship by 14 May.

this is a lousy negative msg
why?
the first sentence made me so happy
den i look at the 2nd paragraph all my hopes came crashing down...
career services shud really go for 214 lessons
haha
but it's still disappointing....

Tuesday, April 10; 4/10/2007 06:18:00 PM

this is so crap!!
wad rubbish!
wad we passed the online tests
but we'll not be invited to the assessment centres
coz we might not be able to start on 14th may
WTH!!
so why raise our hopes in the first place??

Monday, April 9; 4/09/2007 07:22:00 PM

had 214 presentation today..
i thot i kind of screwed it up
my supposed 8 mins presentation ended in 5min+
den there was no eye contact
haix
nvm la
haha
anw the heavens was qt nice to me
becoz today when i'm wearing my blasted blazer that's like freaking hot
it rained!
so it wasn't as hot as i thot..
hehe
anw today while on my way to sch
there was an accident at the mrt station
there was juz a loud bang
n i saw a man lying on the platform
not too sure wad happened also
den i think a lady was qt traumatized by wad she saw n she was crying
all i noe was tt i was late for sch
n i had presentation today
so i called for cab n took cab to sch
today i was lucky also because there wasn't any serious jam or sth
i took the cab at like 750 n reached sch at 815
qt lucky
coz normally this time there will be jam de..
hengz
hehe
but the cab fare inclusive of peak hr charge n booking fees is like so expensive...

Tuesday, April 3; 4/03/2007 06:52:00 PM

dunno whether did i make the right decision to forgo phase 3
u noe wad geri, u juz might get me for company when u do ur PA in dec
wahahaha
muz pray really really really hard tt i get into somewhere...
haix...
presenting 214 next week
havent start on my slides yet..
yikes!!
altho i noe it's almost impossible to get A
maximum 2 As in class
i juz want to try my best so tt at least there is some improvement over the other presentations
to see hw far i can go..