It's snowing!

Wednesday, March 31; 3/31/2004 08:07:00 PM

WHAT THE HELL LOR!!!!!!!HOW CAN THEY BE BUAI SONG WIF ME!!!!! IT'S NOT AS THOUGH WAD I'M SAY DOES NOT MAKE SENSE....today is the only the second time tt i'm kao bei-ing at them and they are not shuang abt it....if they had really acted properly wif all their emotions wud i need to kao bei at them????come on it's not even kao bei-ing,i pointed out wad they were doing wrong...i dunno lar...mayb it's juz i can't direct....maybe it's they r not convinced abt me being able to direct them...i dunno lar....wadeva lor....

Sunday, March 28; 3/28/2004 09:40:00 AM

haizz~planned to sleep until at least 10 today...but darn it...i woke up at 8++ how can...we got new timetable...i think it's even worser den our previous one...at least our previous one we had no free periods in between but no we got free periods of CLA...haiya...if not for those free periods we will be able to go home earlier...i'm so darn broke...to the extent tt i only got $0.20 in my wallet now...i had to pay my fone bill...den after topping up my farecard i was only left wif $10 for the whole week...pathetic rite...i think next week will be the same situation....coz i got to pay for my class t which cost $20...come on lar it's not tt i dun want to pay i really tt i'm very very broke...if i had the money i wud haf paid u str away....afterall i'm usually the first few to pay the class fund...maybe i'm thinking too much into it...maybe she din mean anithing...but i juz dun feel comfortable wif her after wad happened abt the photos...i realised tt she's act very judgemental....
die liao....the competition is coming...but they are so detached abt it...as if it doesn't concern them...y can't they juz get it over and done wif??? i mean juz do it properly...wad's their prob....i want to scold them but i choose not to...coz i noe tt scolding doesn't work on peers...it only works if u r scolding ur juniors....but wad will help them to overcome dis emotional barrier...i'm at my wits end....we tried the whole afternoon on fri and the whole morning on sat...at least they can hold hands now...but when they tok they r emotionless...not tt i'm siding wif moh kwan or wad... but wad he scolded is qt true... but i dun agree wif the way he does things...come on lar...losing ur temper does not get things done....u r not the only one wif a temper...all of us haf a temper...juz tt we choose not to show it...only we will put up wif u lor...i dun think he will read my blog but if does good for him...coz i dun want to say it to him...i swear if he loses his temper again i will lose mine at him...
how do i make jenny look ah lian??????it's impossible lor...it's not juz ur dressing lor it's also the way tt u carry urself tt will make u look ah lian...she juz positively exudes the i'm guai look...haiya....
hehe...i updated my blog after i checked my mail which is str after i woke up...which means i haven't brush mt teeth yet...hehe...eileen's gg to say tt i'm gross again...so i'm gg to brush my teeth now...tata

Friday, March 19; 3/19/2004 09:30:00 AM

i wanted to wake up early today to go jogging but i failed....i even set the alarm...but i couldn't wake up.....*sigh*
nvm SL's FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yay!!!!!!!!!!!i wud say that the whole event was a success....all tt we did was worthwhile....my job was to stick to the judges and make sure tt they r comfortable....the 2 female judges were very pretty eunice olsen and koh peiling...eunice olsen is actually qt nice....she doesn't haf any airs at all...like even when she was in a hurry she still agreed to take photos wif pple...there was another guy judge...he was the lucky one sittting between two pretty gers but i think he's so full of himself...he kept toking abt wad he did, his achievements...it was all abt him and him...boring..i almost fell asleep.... but i got a comfy job all tt i had to do was juz sit there and listen to them tok....the registration counter was crazy....lucky i wasn't there...=p
the whole thing ended earlier than we expected...we also pack up faster den we expected...we were supposed to end at 6 but we finished everything by abt 5.30....shuang rite...after tt we went town...i still dun understand y muz we go town???wad's so great abt town...honestly...some people wanted to go pubbing so it made perfect sense to go town...but tt maureen only wanted to eat at pasta mania...causeway point dun haf meh?? the others wanted to watch movie...causeway point dun haf meh?? maureen and brian wanted to take pictures...causeway point dun haf meh?? =p
holidays r gg to be over soon in 2 days...so sad... how cum the holidays pass so fast????it's alr fri...when sch reopens i'm gg to haf my pft but i haven't even train during the holidays considering tt i missed the week's pe when i was malaysia...i think i won't do very well dis year...sianz....
how....my phone bill $32.33...and the point is I"M paying for it... and i'm VERY broke....i dun even haf much savings in my piggy bank...sad case...

Friday, March 12; 3/12/2004 11:46:00 PM

tmr is D day....

Tuesday, March 9; 3/09/2004 12:35:00 PM

hello...good aternoon....i had such a nice sleep...e best sleep i had in 1 week...hehe...remember i was complaining in my previous entry abt my sat being screwed....well screw all tt coz i din do any of it...i went back to penang last tuesday nite...juz came back dis morning...i went back coz my ah gong passed away...but i felt rather detached abt it as in i had no emotions abt it....anyway i fueral was a typical hokkien funeral...a lot of small small details...like for example i'm the nei sun of my grandfather so i muz wear black...den i din haf any black shorts and i wasn't abt to wear black long pants when the temp was like 40 degrees den i wore dis dark blue 3/4s n sum relative said tt i cant wear it coz there's one small orange stripe on the side...den ar they all very fantastic wan leh...they can actually burn the paper house on the middle of the road and the cars actually stopped for us...there was a policeman there but he was only there to maintain order he din stop us or anything... it's quite interesting coz i found out tt i had some relatives tt i never knew i had...when i went back i realise tt i got 4 cousins tt i never knew i had...one of them is the same age as me..younger than me by 5 days only....the other one is older than me by 1 year he's studying in australia...he never cum back for the funeral so i havent seen him yet...penang's food was very nice...i think i gained weight when everybody expected me to lose weight....u try having curry practically everday for every meal like curry fish head curry prawn curry stingray den brekfast is like noodles curry mee we call it laksa in singapore but it's actually qt diff fr. our laksa.....u see whether u will gain weight or not...den there was nothing much there except tt we were feeding mosquitoes...they cum out in full force at nite...den qt funny coz the room is act qt small so i can't fit my whole family max 3 pple only...so on the 1st few nites my father was sleeping outside...so we had space inside the room den when the funeral was over my father went into the room and sleep...that time i was toking to my cousins...act i din mean for it to lst the whole nite lar...den as we tok den i realise tt there's no space for me in the room so i was like ok i shall tahan until morning when someone in the room wakes up den i can go in and sleep but i couldnt tahan...at 6 o'clock i could barely open my eyes...so i took the foldable chair and slept outside in the living room den my cousin went into her room to sleep...act there were 5 of us toking den one by one they fell asleep until it was left wif me and my cousin...
den when i came back last nite...i dun like the bus leh..it was so darn cramp can....how to sleep...den every time i fall asleep the bus will stop for some break..idiot so it;s like i din sleep much last nite...it was raining after the bus left penang all the way to s'pore leh...i was wondering if the rain cloud was following us or the whole of malaysia was raining...but so nice to sleep...
die lar...actually i got 2 tests last sat...now i muz take it when i go back to school and i haven't study for it maths and econs...sux...now i muz pia for my tests and muz pia my homework....sianz....the price of having a premature 'holiday'.....

Monday, March 1; 3/01/2004 07:19:00 PM

yoz...first time updating on a monday...sianz...i went for a class dinner yesterday...qt fun...haven't had such fun in a while...den i reached home at 1045...by the time i slept it was 12+
can u believe it??i wash my hair 3 times in 24 hrs...i swear my hair is gg to fall off...
today wasn't a very nice day...actually i was in qt a good mood dis morning den later on in the day maureen was in qt a lousy mood den suddenly i kena pms...haiz~~ but hey SL ended early today...i could act cum home eat and bathe and sit down and wait for my tv show to come on...hehe...i noe i'm suppose to study for the tests dis sat...but i'm so bloody tired tt i can't even think str...my sat is screwed...i got 2 tests in the morning...den i got some public speaking workshop den i got SL den i'm gg to watch a drama at ny...hmm wonder if bern is gg on sat or fri???i'll ask her later...